24 August 2008

mediocrasy's a'comin knocking at my door


summer's OVERRRRR! it's pretty much a good thing, i actually can't wait to go back to school. BUT this summer sucked. it was completely boring, i did nothing, i didn't go anywhere, i didn't take as many photographs as i had anticipated, i didn't get a job like i wanted to, i didn't go to driving school, and i hardly finished my summer assignments (i have to do them today!) oh well, i personally feel more comfortable when i'm in school anyway. but i've realized that i've got to stop being so damn cynical and pessimistic all the time, it will get me NO WHERE in life; i've just got to suck things up and live with them. too much of life already has been wasted being a sourass.

things that i DID gain this summer were a better sense of personal style, both fashion-wise and artistically/creatively, a better sense of self (i believe?), i picked up a little french (well... the only thing that i can say in french is "I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPEAK FRENCH," sad right?), and even though it was monotonous to excruciating proportions, it wasn't as psychologically stressing as last summer, which i had thought it was definitely going to be.

so i guess i can't say it was bad. it was okay. and now i'm ready to grow a little more. (:

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