beauty in paintings

i remember seeing her paintings a while back and LOVING them but not knowing who the painter was exactly, but thanks to this month's issue of Nylon magazine, i've found out the the creator of these beauties is kime buzzelli.

I want to write beautiful words

I want to write beautiful words that flow together like a stream whose simple and soft currents never stop. I want to write beautiful words that will be everlasting like the trees whose leaves fall from the place that they were once so tightly held, still standing, with the quiet promise of them growing back tomorrow. I want to write beautiful words that even in subtle fragments can bring forth emotions that lie hidden deep beneath our surface. I want to write beautiful words that lie in bed with me at night, piecing together my life like a storybook. I want to write beautiful words that in themselves create a world of their own, left to be imagined and interpreted by others in whichever way they please. I want to write beautiful words that do not judge or place boundaries and limitations on this world. I want to write beautiful words that cannot be seen, only heard and felt.

I want to speak beautiful words.

i stood outside for an hour in 35 degree weather and snow in texas

i need to get myself back.

i miss me.








birthday tomorrow


"throw the thought of us away,you'll be alone this holiday,"


I think that it's about time that I let you go. I've completely lost myself largely because of you and I'm tired of you bringing me down. It's about time that I came from under your controlling grasp. My goal in life is to be happy and I refuse to do that with you over me like a black cloud. I'm tired of you making me feel horrible, low, and incompitent. I'm ready to see what life's like without you.
I am my own person, not yours. You don't control me anymore.
I refuse to hold my opinions and bite my tongue for you any longer.